Caught Between Doubt and Hope

You are an enigma.

I don't know if I can trust you, and honestly, I don't know if I want to.

I do know, that in our time together I felt more strongly than I ever have before.

You stir a fascination in me, an infatuation that I'm embarrassed to admit to having.

I have never been so enamored with someone in my life.

I would have done anything you asked, I was yours.

And then you left.

Without a warning or a trace or a reason, you vanished and I was left shattered.

I have never had my heart broken so badly in my life.

Then all of the sudden, you just pop back into my life.

How am I supposed to trust you?

How am I supposed to give you another chance?

How am I supposed to give in to the one man that made me the cynic I am?

I am caught between what you did and who I hope you are now.

The past gives me doubt while hope feeds the idea that you've changed.

I hope you don't expect the same girl to fall for you again, because she's gone.

In her place, a young woman who has been handed trial after trial and become stronger because of it.

I tread lightly where you are concerned, but there is no denying the attraction in my soul.

As much as I try and deny it, my soul is inevitably pulled towards you.

You are a magnet of impossible proportions and my strength is wavering.

Ill not be able to stay away forever, so keep in mind how fragile I am when I fall for you again.